I can't take it anymore
Please don't make me stay any longer. It has reached my limit
It has already killed my body and soon, my sanity.
It's a vicious, never-ending cycle.
I've arrived at the edge of the cliff
I find it hard to hold on, please don't ask me to
It will turn me to an ugly rebellious monster
My Joy seemed to be drying up
Please provide a way out soon, I'm crying out in desperation
Some tell me, don't worry. You are meant for great things ahead. Your life will be extraordinary because you go through more than an average person.
I tell you, my life - a failure...I'm far from any sort of greatness. I can't even live the life I desire or pursue my passion and dreams and the clock is ticking by as I type here. Jeremiah 29:11 is in a blurry stage as of now