Thursday, May 04, 2006

In pretense

On the way to work this morning, I bumped into the person who awoken my thoughts yesterday at 6am, on the road. I went out from the house 5 minutes earlier than usual today

But we both pretended we didn't see each other even though we saw one another, at least we definately recognized the cars each drove. I drove faster than usual, the person drove slower than usual. However, as much as we tried to avoid, we were almost side by side at a junction before I turned left and the person, turned right.

No honk to say hi, no wave of hands to greet, we just drove passed each other. In pretense, we didnt see one another. My heart pumped a little faster, thoughts puzzled and disturbed a while. It's not a normal reaction for me

Once good friends, now strangers. I don't understand

How bizarre...how sad

2 comments:

WH said...

Awwwww, life goes on. :) the are bigger things in life ;) all these trivial things/feelings will fade.

jacksons said...

I hate it when that happens, I am always the fool, excited to see a familiar face, and then I get ignored. I wonder why? Am I too ugly, fat, .... hmmm.